Soul & Confidence Coach
Hi, my name is Erna Bekkering.
As long as I can remember people and animals have been attracted to me. I calmed them down, comforted them and took care of them. It was just who I was, but sometimes I boiled over. When I was younger that resulted in outbursts of temper and the occasional physical fight. Especially when I felt that something was unfair, I would be the first to throw a punch.
My first conscious attempts at healing when I was 8 or 9 years old drained me completely. It took years before I found a teacher and I was trained how to use the energy to help people heal, without taking a toll on myself. I was so sure I could protect myself and my energy……. In October of 2018 I realized I was very close to being burned out. “Coincidentally”, or maybe it was divine intervention, that realization came right on time.
In the beginning I was just confused and I didn’t want to believe it. I am a healer and I know exactly what to do to protect myself. Me, being a spiritual advisor… how on earth did I let this happen to me? It was actually very simple: because I was always taking care of everybody around me, I was not taking care of ME. This left me insecure, unsure what to do, where to go. What I wanted to do most was hide, stay in bed and be invisible, only I did have responsibilities that I could not abandon. Being in this situation, I realized something needed to change. Í needed to change and that desire to change was almost consuming me. It pushed me to decide to go for it. My energy shifted and I started seeking.
This healing journey of mine started with seeking anything that had to do with my energy and raising my vibrations. On the way I came upon Marisa Peer’s Rapid Transformational Therapy™ (RTT™). A whole new, different world opened up to me and resonated with me. The method of hypnotherapy RTT™ uses gave me another tool to help people to transform their lives. One where I could give people freedom. Freedom of issues that were hindering their lives and freedom of old beliefs that claimed their lives for years.
The same freedom I got. I used to belief I was not good enough and that I was not confident. In the past I doubted my every decision and most of all I was a pro in procrastination. All that no longer fits me and my life.
It doesn’t stop there, because I am learning every day. Even though I focused on RTT for a while, energy and healing are never out of my life. How could it? I am in love with energy and its infinite possibilities. Today I am expanding my knowledge and practice of energy, aura’s and chakra’s. That, together with intuitive energy drawing, heals me even further. This is what I wish for everybody; to be able to heal from the inside out, using the energy that is in and around us.